| 我的手機日曆中
一直都記下了好幾個人的生日
無聊的時候我會向下按
看看到哪年哪月哪日
誰誰誰多少歲了
也會試想一下那個時候我會在做甚麼
有沒有和誰在一起
想法是否會和今天一樣
前幾天又無聊起來
拿起電話 可是今天是向上按
看見這些人一年比一年年輕起來
感覺好有趣
然後把日期直接跳到去我出生的那年
和我同年出生的人的名字旁都沒有歲數
爸爸媽媽比現在年輕廿多歲
喬先生也只有三歲
表妹的名字甚至沒有出現...- -'''
因為當時她還在天上的兒童王國玩著 merry-go-round 吧...
人安靜下來的時候
就是喜歡想過去 想將來嗎?
我也會看看現在的自己
是不是腳踏實地的向著自己想要到的方向走
讓真正想做的事變成自己的工作是件愚蠢的事嗎?
要是這樣的話我在讀大學的時候就開始錯了
既然一開始就選擇了方向
也安心的順著這樣走就好了
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| 今日同一個好耐冇傾計既中學同學傾 msn
佢已經做緊野喇 所以好羨慕我而家有個 long vacation
簡單既對話如下...
同學 : [做咩唔去旅行]
我 : [因為我冇錢所以去唔到囉]
同學 : [咁你自己一個一直係屋企呀]
我 : [係呀我都未考試]
同學 : [咁你啲大學同學應該一個月後就會唔記得左有你呢個人家喇]
哈哈係呀
佢咁講完我都覺
我一直都唔係一個咁起眼既人
唔多野講 亦都冇做過啲咩事令人會記得我
但係我又真係一直都唔覺得有咁既需要
何況我諗冇咩人會因為你係學校出名先至同你做 friend 掛...
係既 可能我身邊啲朋友就係會咁樣
一個一個咁 fade out
我都有諗過如果咁樣落去
第時我結婚會唔會十圍已經坐哂我要請既人?
不過諗落都唔係呀
就算而家就咁諗我都諗到好多個
可以同我 share 快樂悲傷興奮激動既人
仲有我啲屋企人
我好鐘意係我人生每一個階段都有佢地既出現
雖然之前 losana 有話過我係因為怕自己一個
所以捉緊屋企人唔放手
但係唔緊要啦
反正我都好 enjoy 成世俾媽媽當係小朋友咁錫
哈哈哈 |
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| I know my entry will be publishing to Facebook
so if you as a St.Catharian got the chance to see the headline
please read it through
Ava's status reminded me about my struggles in the division
the time that "feels like nothing"
since there was not much I can do or even I don't know what is happening
the whole thing just can simply goes on without me
but actually, back to the very beginning
the feeling means I want to do something
therefore I chose to stay and asked for a promotion
the whole thing was not easy since I recognized the responsibilities I am going to bear
and sometimes I even enjoyed being free without these 
but there's no way for only one responsibility in life right?
it's the place to learn and maximize my spectrum
why not expereince it in an easy way?
there are little girls making me laugh from time to time
I got satisfaction from joining their growth
I transfer knowledge
I am actually making impact in their lives!
of cause there was hard times
when girls were not responsible
when they argue
when we had a misunderstanding
ooops  ... really painful but goods and bads are always equal
I am doing what my seniors did to me
and I like to see my girls transferring them from one to one
it doesn't matter me whether we are a big division
how many prizes we have got
how popular my girls are in this circle
its what person my girls are becoming got the ultimate importance
I like my division to become a place full of love, care and support
a place where my girls can always receive nurture
I hope my girls could always stay with their lovely teenage heart
I will be so sorry if I did not mention all these to you,St.Catharians
that I LOVE YOU from the deepest of my heart
(ooooo got that goose bumps rite? haha but anyway that's true  ) |
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| 唔記得中六定中七既時候
有一次考完試同喬先生去行 LCX
個時佢買左隻杯送俾我
上面寫住 6 rules to be happy
Free your heart from hate
Free your mind from worries
Live simply
Expect less
Give more
And...Alwayes have me 數年過去後
我諗到而家我都仲未做到既就係 expect less
由今日開始 expect less 吧 |
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| thx for the lovely dinner!!
還是你們最岩傾  |
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